The second track is called Filling Blank Space Daily - 2022 Backwards - it has the exact same music as track one, only backwards. (The effect is probably not what you imagine.)
Filling Blank Space Daily - 2022 Backwards by David Ocker
If you have questions, I suggest that you first read the video notes I wrote for YouTube. You'll have to hunt for them. What you need to find is "...more", then click on it. Here's a treasure map to make your hunt easier:
Those two little YouTube essays might answer your questions. If not, please leave a comment. Heck, I'd be happy if you leave a comment even without a question. Double heck, I'd be happy if you listen to Music From Inside My Head for twenty minutes.
Today is a big day for my friend composer William Kraft, who passed away in 2022. It's his centenary. Better known to his friends and colleagues as Bill, he was born in Chicago on September 6, 1923, exactly 100 years ago today.
Last year I wrote two Mixed Meters articles in his memory, one about his music and the other about my personal memories. I've written about someone's first 100 years only once before. That was Bill's very good friend David Raksin, whose second century began in 2012.
Here are four videos about Bill.
The first is a PBS documentary A Concerto for Mona made to accompany the premiere of his piano concerto. In it he speaks, quite eloquently, about his music and about being a composer. There are scenes of Bill hunting for good sounding instruments in a junk yard. There are shots of the Los Angeles Philharmonic. The sound and video are maddeningly independent. And this 14-minute video ends with over four minutes of credits. Are you ready for some seventies television?
Here's another television clip, somewhat later, which shows Bill playing timpani with the Los Angeles Philharmonic. Someone edited the tape to show only the moments featuring Bill's timpani playing. Also, it's a very cool Dvorak mash-up.
The second shows Bill actually composing. I believe it's his piece Songs of Flowers, Bells & Death. You can faintly hear him through the glass checking harmonies. Eventually he notices me and reacts in a very Kraftian fashion.
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Fun but irrelevant fact: did you know that the word scofflaw was invented in 1923, the same year Bill was born?
Can you remember anything you did on June 13, 1964? I can remember getting a lesson about life on that date - with an assist from my first cousin Wesley Nisker. Wes passed away recently at age 80.
Wesley "Scoop" Nisker (1942-2023)
Along with my parents and other family members, I was attending Wes's college graduation at the University of Minnesota Memorial Coliseum (seating 56,000). We had driven nearly 300 miles to attend. It was a big event in my young life. I was 12 years old, Wes was 21.
Anyway, a group of family members were walking to the ceremony through a parking lot with the huge stadium looming above us. I piped up enthusiastically, saying how excited I was that Wes was "finally completely finished."
"No, David," someone explained, "Wes has just reached the beginning." Then a pause before the punchline "Why else would they call it a Commencement?"
I was dumbstruck. I had no answer to this. The huge importance of a college degree had already been heavily impressed upon me of course. Until that moment, I had never ever considered that I might have a life of some sort beyond the seemingly endless years of school which completely consumed my own future. This new notion seemed both obvious and bizarre. My mind was blown. I've never forgotten that moment.
Wesley and our Grandmother
Imagine, hypothetically, just then, back in 1964, that the sky had opened and a mysterious voice had revealed the future and told us all about Wes's life for his next 60 years after commencement. We would have been confused. Probably we would have understood phrases like "he'll move to San Francisco and get a job at a radio station". On the other hand "he'll become a teacher of Buddhist meditation" wouldn't have meant anything to a group of Midwestern Jews during the mid-Sixties.
"A what, now?" we'd ask. "A spiritual leader," the voice might explain. "You mean, like a Rabbi?"
Years later, when adult Wes told his actual life history on stage or in books he would mention starting out as the only Jewish boy in a small otherwise all-Christian Nebraska city. Despite the isolation, his parents (my Aunt and Uncle) still wanted him to be bar mitzvah (call it Jewish "commencement"). He would talk about how his parents hired a "circuit rabbi" who arrived by Greyhound each week to teach him the rituals. This unique, solitary religious upbringing helped to spark his life-long search for spiritual meaning and identity. It was the beginning of his origin story. Here's how he wrote about it in his book "If You Don't Like the News, Go Out And Make Some of Your Own":
"My bar mitzvah lessons involved memorizing long passages of Hebraic script that made no sense to me, in preparation to join a Jewish community that, in my home town at least, did not exist. My entire rite of passage and spiritual initiation were thus almost completely devoid of meaning."(on page 3)
Wes Nisker and his father Jack
I grew up in a different midwestern town, a slightly bigger one with more Jews, one state over, only 75 miles from where Wes spent his childhood. After high school I also escaped to higher education in Minnesota and eventually lost my use for Jewish faith. Then, after college, we both left the Midwest and happened to catch similar trade winds, washing ashore in California. And that's where we both stayed.
Wesley offers a toast - Thanksgiving 1953 (that's me on the right)
When Wes and I lived in the Midwest, our mothers - who were sisters - kept their families in close touch. They managed to get us together for holidays and birthdays multiple times per year. If Wes and I had remained Midwesterners we might have stayed much closer. I'm pretty sure that neither us would have been the slightest bit happy about living out our lives in the land of cows, corn and conformity to which our Grandparents had emigrated from the other side of the globe.
Baby Wesley with his sister Jan
Other than the incredibly general similarities which brought us from the Midwest to the Left Coast, our lives were extremely different. Wes landed in the Bay Area during the late 60s in time to become a hippie; I arrived in Los Angeles in the mid-70s to attend an institution founded by Walt Disney. Wes got a job doing irreverent anti-establishment news broadcasts on an alternative rock station (which is where he earned his nickname "Scoop"). I got a job working for Frank Zappa. Wes traveled to India and eventually became what I dubbed a "traveling rebbe", on the road teaching meditation seminars, although I doubt he traveled on buses. I did different stuff.
Wesley steadies his nerves before getting married in 1966.
Wesley and I ended up with very different lives. We were separated by nine years, although the difference in age seemed less important as we got older. The Bay Area and L.A. are only about 500 miles apart, but Wes and I followed our life paths as part of very different social groups. One might sometimes think that we lived on different planets.
Even so, our early family ties kept us in contact, more or less. This was a lot harder once our parents passed on. We met up infrequently, mostly to remember the old days and share quick generalized catch-ups on the lives we had chosen. He never stopped being my very hip older cousin. There's a small part of me that never stopped wanting to be like him somehow or other.
Jack, Esther, Rose and Wesley Nisker
As the only child of Wes’s doting Aunt Edythe, I inherited a trove of family pictures. The trove includes many photos of Wesley during his Nebraska and Minnesota periods. The pictures run from Wes's early childhood into middle age when he had started his own family.
Mudita Nisker, Edythe Ocker, Wesley Nisker in Sioux City Iowa
If you know and love his commentaries about political life and about spiritual life and about just plain life, you might enjoy seeing these snaps of Wes. But let's face it, I'm really writing about him for my own personal reasons. He was someone who knew me for my entire life. He seemed to be someone trying to come to terms with time and change and self-acceptance. His death makes me think about my own eventual death and leaves me with an unresolved regret that we weren't closer. I would have loved to have known him better.
David, Leslie and Wesley in 1992
I don't remember ever telling him my Commencement Revelation story in which he played the lead role. Had I done that, I can easily imagine him responding with a story - or a joke - possibly about how death was also commencement. Here's a quote from his book Crazy Wisdom:
"If life is a joke, death is the punch line. If life is a tragedy, death means the show is over and we can leave for home. If we have many lives, as believed in the East, then we must also have many deaths, so we might as well get good at dying."(page 203)
Wes was extremely good at finding correlations between science and spirituality and then finding thought-provoking ways to share what he had found. While the notion of rebirth never became part of my own beliefs, I figure it's important to try to keep an open mind about such matters - even though, to me, it's a notion from a whole different universe.
Wesley Nisker - plays guitar, leaves for Europe
So, Wesley, if you're out there - and by some chance you're reading this post - why not get in touch. Let us know how you’re getting along in the great beyond. You could blow my mind again by sending a sign from whichever afterlife you've landed in - like a new book or a commentary or maybe a new radio show. Possibly you'll call it “If you don’t like this heaven, go out and make one of your own.”
Wesley Links:
Wes's Website(with lots of video, audio and writings)
At the end of January Leslie and I, along with our friends Jim and Mark, spent three and a half days in the city of Oaxaca, Mexico. We toured. We shopped. We ate. We took pictures. I myself took over 1500 pictures and most of them are here in this post.
After the initial cityscapes and landscapes, feel free to keep scrolling. Farther down you'll see pictures of:
Monte Albán,
Murals & Graffiti,
Templo de Santo Domingo de Guzmán,
Museo de las Culturas de Oaxaca,
El Árbol del Tule,
the organ (1735) of San Jerónimo Tlacochahuaya,
Mitla,
Iztaccíhuatl and Popocatépetl
Click on any picture to see an enlargement.
Hover over pictures for a bit more information.
Many of the headers have links to relevant websites.
Besides all the touring, we shopped and ate our way around the city of Oaxaca. We returned with mezcal (I liked the 8-year old barrel aged), beautiful handwoven rugs using only natural dyes, and a passel of alebijes, colorful, fantastical folk sculptures.
The food was excellent, including my first ever taste of a grasshopper quesadilla. Alas, we didn't get to eat at Pollo Estilo Kentucky, but they seem to be doing great business. Maybe I'll get a chance to try it on a future trip.
